How does one know when they are really, truely in love? I’ve heard the term, and also used the term “I thought I loved him.” or “I think I love him.” But does that mean that you actually do love? Or is it just that maybe you do or maybe you don’t? The way I see it is that you can’t actually think that you love someone, because if you think you do then you must at that moment feel that you love that person. If you think maybe you love them, then obviously you don’t. There is no maybes, not when it comes to love. Love shouldn’t need a second thought. You shouldn’t have to ask yourself if you love someone, you either do or you don’t. There is no in-betweens with love. Is it possible to love someone more than someone else? I think so, but I don’t know as to what level that more could be. It’s also possible in my opinion to love more than one person at the same time, however I think that’s cheating yourself and the someones that you love out of real happiness and eventually you’d have to make a choice as to which direction your heart is heading. Clearly love is complicated, and I think alot ofpeople don’t really know the true meaning of love and maybe they never will. I feel that every good person in this world is deserving of love, however some people not only don’t know how to give love but they also don’t know how to allow themselves to be loved. Anyway, basically I’m rambling on about something I probably don’t even know anything about. I’ve been in some really messed up relationships in my life, and I don’t even think any of the boys, guys, men whatever you want to call them, that I’ve been with have ever loved me. /stupidity

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Hey guys, in case you can’t tell there have been some big changes over here at starblend.org. Namely, I’ve moved the collective site over to http://starblend.org/collective. So, no, I haven’t gotten rid of it. Starblend.org is still going to house all of my fanlistings and soon to come, hatelistings. I haven’t ever made a hatelisting, but there are definitely a few I can think of making right off the top of my head. Anyway, what I’ve decided to do with this blog is to make it a bit more personal. Unsexy.Net used to be that for me, but as of late it’s become more “commercialized” in a sense. Not only that, but I just don’t feel at liberty to post anything very personal up there anymore. I’m not one to “hide out” on the internet, but I just want at least some level of anonymity or whatever the word is. But yeah, I’ll be using this for some personal stuff as well as for updates on my listings and collective. Maybe you’ll even see some product reviews and what not, who knows. Either way, I hope to not bore anyone to tears.

Anyway, so you might recognize this wordpress theme a little bit. It’s the same one I used on my other blog, but it’s heavily edited and rearranged. The reason I chose to use this is because after sifting through tons of themes, and being too lazy to make my own, I still fell back on this one because it’s my absolute favorite.

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